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Friday, October 14

A little lost

This year I’ve messed everything up.
I tried to arrange my life properly, but I’m failed.
Shit happens,
But it happens continuously.

I hate plans.
I have given up planning.
I might gonna stuck with this job for a while,
but I don’t care.
You,
You’re having the same uncertainties with me.
You,
You’re not really sure on which path you have to go trough.
But,
You, you’re not brave enough to take unconventional chances.
You,
You like to control, you like everything in order; you like to meet the expectations that society has made for people in our ages.
You,
you are not sure, but because you’re on the right track; you think you know what you’re doing now.
In fact, you are not sure, just like me.

Why should I follow you?
Everything is relative, happiness is relative.


You can get a foot massage and feel happy, you can get $10,000 and feel sad.


if you cant put yourselves in my shoes,
I guess you’d better just leave me alone.

Don’t judge, I need a support.
Oh wait, I don’t need a support,
I just want someone to listen to me.
Don’t judge, I don’t need any support, but just listen and see how it goes.

I will make the most impulsive random decision I can make and see how it goes.
“Once you’ve lost everything that you are free to do anything”

Tuesday, October 4

Live the dream, Potato

My life seems like a rollercoaster lately.
Everything seems to go to different directions;
uncontrollable, exciting yet tiring.

I lost and gained both material and immaterial things.
I cried for one night,
laughed for another night.
I started to flirt with destiny,
I gave my sweetest smile to the strangers,
I frowned to my friends,
I cherished life then made fun of my own life.

I tried to turn the tragedy of my life into funny stories, because I would not take anything seriously anymore.

I dont give a damn about others,
I dont give a damn that I might going to regret this one day.

I dont have career, I will live a good life according to my instinct.

(who needs career, thats so mainstream (Emir, 2011)).

2012, I am going to explore the highest dream in the highest point.

"Things usually make sense in time, and even bad decisions have their own kind of correctness"
Miranda July


Until then,

Cheerio!